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MY FIRST LIGHT!

When I was a kid,

I used to spend many hours alone,

Eyes-filled and heart-broken,

This way I have grown!

I was a child, I wanted love too

And someone who could be my backbone !

But all I got always are the terms,

“Quarrelsome, extra, ugly, low-face tone!

Then I found a dumb friend,

Everyone call it “moon”!

He used to stay with me all night,

I used to wait for Him whole noon!

I told Him everything about me,

He never judged me soon!

Like the whole world did,

He never treated me as His misfortune!

He never said a word to me,

Still wiped my tears almost every night!

He took away my feeling of inferiority,

And showed me everything bright!

He protected a tender-heart of a child,

From exploitation as a great knight!

In this world of extreme darkness,

He gave me “THE FIRST LIGHT!”

THANK YOU.

-ANTIKA PATHAK

From love Forever To RIP Love

From treating me like princess,

To blame me like a culprit!

From loving me like your favourite,

To treat me a like a piece of trash!

From making me trust blindly over you,

To let me count your lies!

From caring me like your hobby,

To leave me like all on my own!

From hating even a tear in my eye,

To say them “crocodile’s tears”!

From being my sweet dream in the nights,

To be a dreadful nightmare!

You just changed!

-Antika Pathak

Small heaven!

A wave of the sea,

A fragrance of wet sand,

A swift blow of the wind,

A snow-drop in my hand!!

A bright moon in the sky,

Few dazzling stars and;

That dark night with that view like,

A heaven on my dreamland!!

-ANTIKA PATHAK

Light- Dark your LOVE!!

When I was breaking into pieces …
You were having sex …
Far beyond me…
Somewhere, my pleads never reached to..

And when you reached up to me I asked …
Enough question to irritate you..
You slapped me and said..
‘I am a fuckin virgin’

But clever me wants the truth..
And I have proved that you were lying…
You caught red- handed…
Oups now what you will do,
Will Say sorry or lay down in my legs?

But you smirks and said irritatingly, “You don’t want my virginity broken and just can’t see me being a man, that’s why I lied and it’s all your fault.”

-ANTIKA PATHAK

HERE SEX REFERS – Enjoy, being in pleasure…

The blue sky seems green and the white clouds appear light pinkish. The sun during sunset is not red but glittering like a golden ball. And the grass everywhere is blue instead of green. The odourless wind has a sweet fragrance today and the transparent water appears colourful. Suddenly, it started raining. Each rain drop has different colour. Small small multicolour rainball!

It’s just, I am in love!

-Antika pathak

That girl was a small fantasy!

It was a lusture in her eyes,

which didn’t let any choice,

leave; instead of seeing her

Instead of seeing her!

Her strawberry flavoured lips,

And the cherry like cheeks,

Together with magic around her

and with soft cottony flicks,

Create a passion in me

Of seeing her, only of seeing her!

Whenever she was in front of me;

Not only her face but inner soul too,

Soft heart & her innocence true,

I usually used to observe &see,

Ah! Such a fairy-like extreme beauty is she.

And, I couldn’t make me stop of admiring her

And also not of seeing her & also not of seeing her!

Her smile makes me crazy,

And also her pearls like teeth

And voice of that sweet bird,

Usually let my love beneath.

Inspite of this, beholding her

gives me a calm relief,

And on going away from her now,

I wish that,

I could get rid of my habit

Of seeing her or OF SEEING HER!!

-ANTIKA PATHAK

Thankyou. God created beauty everywhere. Everyone is so beautiful in their own terms. We should appreciate and discover the beauty in each and everyone. In this way, we can give a short tribute to the art of God! Frankly saying, I have so many crushes. Desire of being loved back is obviously not my plan. Because they are like paintings for me by the great artist- God! I just love to see them, admiring them, discovering their unique beauty. It’s my fantasy. It’s really very difficult for me to fall in love with one person. I just fall in love with everyone and I have no desire to be loved back.

I am just a fond of God’s art!

Rain Rain come here! More close, a bit near!!

I am sitting alone at the terrace. The moon is little brighter today. Wind blowing, moon glowing and I as usual, frowning and showing my discontentment to myself. Suddenly, it started raining.

“The best combo offer one can ever get is rain, night & moonlight.”

Many little drops are falling over me exciting my soul in their every touch. I am not moving from my position, still staring at the moon, but yeah not frowning anymore. My problems are just disappeared for some time.

“I always felt so uncomfortable being touched in love, lust or even in affection, with or without ill- intentions. I just don’t like being touched. The only touch I like is the touch of small droplets of rain. The love they shower is the love I need. I never understand the love of humans. They see the face, touch the body, marry the personality and then endure the soul whole life which is too biased and unfair! While the rain shower the love without seeing face, blossom the body, touches the soul, and love with pure heart forever!”

The devotion of rain is an example to humans. Once a drop touches a part of body, it dedicate itself to that part only and then doom forever!

Now, I am just lying there facing the black clouds observing the darkness of night and the tenderness of rain. Ouch! Suddenly, a big heavy drop of rain has fallen on my lips. Saying “Why are you kissing me?”, I blushed followed by sudden embarrasment. What If someone is observing me, from their terrace? Sometimes I do care about people a lot. And other sometimes I don’t give a damn! I am a confused personality. Confused like rain may be! When a rain drop falls from the clouds, it has many options to choose its destination. A small droplet of rain and the big huge earth! What a difficult and confusing decision!

But this droplet of rain which fell on my lips, has chosen me on this big earth. It sacrificed itself forever for just a kiss of me. What a love! Precious love! Oh rain!

It’s cold now, I am heading towards my room. Humans are too selfish. We care about us. We really don’t know how to love.

Bye love!

– ANTIKA PATHAK

That night!

I just came out of my bathroom after taking a shower. My hairs are still wet but I won’t dry them with my dryer because I am liking them in this way only. Although it’s not good for hairs and my health but slight wet hairs in night makes me feel good after a boring day. I wrapped my hairs in the towel and just lied on the bed there.

Suddenly, someone knocked at the door. Who can be so late here? I, got up and came out of my room. Nobody was there. So the knock was made at the main door, not at my room door by my annoying flat mate who generally use to disturb me. But at the main door, there is a ring. Why someone would choose to knock in the availability of door ring . This made me even more suspicious. I picked up the knife from my dining table and slowly reached up to the main door to open it. I peeped through the hole first, but didn’t manage to see anyone. I carefully opened up the door, a smiling handsome face took away all my anger in a swift. What the glowing eyes, and what those soft red lips and what the sweet smile and and…Wait! Who the hell is he?

“Why you knocked? Couldn’t you see this doorbell? And what’s the time ? Didn’t you check? Is it the time to disrupt someone ?And moreover, who are you?”, I asked in continuation. He smirked and slowly removed my wet flick from my face putting it gently behind my ears. My ears are too sensational from always but his breathtaking touch was making them hypersensitive. God ! What am I up to? I just pushed his hand to him. I had a warning tone now. “Hey mister! Look whoever you are…” Before I can complete my sentence, he just pulled my hand a moment and second moment, I fell somewhere else. The time period between both activities is less than even nanoseconds. Now, I was in this world, a totally dissimilar one from ours. In a moment a night changed in a day. I gazed everywhere around me, it looks like a planet of chocolate!

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East is full of mountains of cake,

West is full of lakes of shakes!!

Chocolate fountains are there in North and South,

Looking at them really filled my mouth!!

I forgot everything at that moment, I was just craving for cakes and chocolates. I managed to stand up slowly. As I moved forward in the direction of chocolate fountains, the boy was again there smiling in front of me. And suddenly by seeing his face I stopped, he is really something ! He is the most handsome men I have ever met. His face just looks perfect, his jawline, his eyebrows, his eyelids, his forehead everything, everything…wait! ” Who are you mister? How we are here? Why are we here? And how could you just hold my hand and disappear? And how come we here? What’s this place? And how..!” Suddenly he placed his finger on my lips,” Shhh! Don’t ask anything, you will get to know everything soon!”he said. His voice was too soothing, and just like a puppet, I followed his instruction and kept quiet. He again asked, “Don’t you want to try some chocolates?” I just moved my head in affirmation. He closed his eyes for a moment, and the next moment I found a huge box filled with chocolates in my front. I really didn’t know how , why, where, and what is happening. But I dared not to ask by the soft fear of his touch again. I decided to conclude everything myself but at very first I chose to have chocolates given by the charming young man. “What are you thinking? Have them!” he asked. I shyly smiled at him and just sat down there. Oh my god! I had never seen so many chocolates together before. I decided to eat them one by one. I unwrap one of them, looked at him secretly, he was still smiling at me. I offered him as a generous person but he denied with the expressions, still smiling.

The chocolate bar is about to get into my mouth, suddenly my alarm rang! This was just an example post of creating the fantasy in the dreams and hey! Never expect to eat anything in the dreams because it would never going to happen. Lol! You will be the luckiest if you can eat your favourite dishes in your dreams. I failed in my attempts everytime. So yeah! If you could please comment, i am eager to know about the experiences which I have never had before. This was an example of one of my dream. So keep dreaming, keep liking ,keep commenting!

Thankyou.

-Antika Pathak

THE GOLDEN KEY TO DREAMS

The GOLDEN KEY of having control on your dreams is “FFCCO”!

F – FRESH BODY

F – FRESH MIND

C – CONCENTRATION

C – CREATIVITY

O – OPTIMIZATION

Now, the main question is how to unlock your conscience with the key “FFCCO”.

FRESH BODY is the first need of anything whether if it is your health or your dream,hardly matters!A short bath before sleeping proves beneficial for positive dreams. You can solely decide your dreams ,if your body will be happy with you it wouldn’t interfere!Otherwise headache, tired hands and your tired body which has suffered a lot whole day would give you either a quick sleep or no sleep at all. Quick sleep will not help you choosing your dreams. You could only dream about the difficulties of your life and whatever you had done in your daytime.

FRESH MIND is also necessary with your fresh body. If your mind is fresh you can control over your dreams. You can fresh n up your mind with a 5 minutes meditation before sleep.

Concentration is so much important if you want to leave this world and go to another world for some time. You can just leave all the thoughts and worries of this world. Let this world tackle with your problem, you are no more responsible for anything for sometime. After meditation just calm your mind and go to bed and concentrate. Now where to go, when to go, how to go, it all depends on you only. Just concentrate on your fantasy whether you want to be a bird and fly or you want to be a mermaid instead? Or you want to be any avenger and rescue the world?Just concentrate, think and decide!

Now you know that you want to fall in love with a vampire instead. But what then? Here you need creativity! CREATIVITY allots you sense of bringing everything together in a form of a play. It gives you a script. And you have not to worry the flaws of script or something you can make it as you want, like you can just draw a plotline of your dream in your mind and then just think and think, the scenes will display automatically.

OPTIMIZATION is making most effective use of your dream! You can just add some negative characters of your real life in your dreams. Just beat them there if you want. Like if your boss from your job is the upmost villain of your real life, you can just make him slave of yours in your dream. You can beat him or forgive him giving a lesson of humanity. You can control your characters of your dream world.Just make them do whatever you want.It will give you mental relaxation there as well as in morning when you wake up and laughing at your own dream if you could remember it.

Now you have the key, and you know how it works. Just try to make your dreams extraordinary! It will really help you in developing a sweet smile on your face every morning and boost up your self confidence.Further in my next blog, I will give you a practical example of making up a dream and go to another world to live it.

-Antika pathak

Thankyou.

DREAM- A heart-pounding fantasy

Are ghosts real? No! Then why do you fear in going some scary place at night alone? Because, you, at some corner of your heart accept that they may exist. Even the brave-hearted person are afraid of presence of someone in night when they listen the voice of anklets when nobody is at home. Their heart pound too, louder than the voice of him murmuring somewhere, ” Ghosts aren’t real.”

If you are afraid of ghosts, then why you can’t get happy assuming angels surround you. Why you can’t get happy considering a vampire as your boyfriend like in the movie series, ‘Twilight’? Why you can’t just filled with zeal assuming you have a friend who is a beautiful mermaid. Or just considering that you have a superpower .” Oh! So unnatural! Why to think of the things that aren’t real, they are not even possible? “
So, just imagine, the things which give you mental pressure are good to think of or those which give you mental relaxation?
Now, it’s obviously make anyone’s happy who get superpowers like Spiderman, Superman or Ironman do have. But how can you get these illusive happiness for hours long, or as long as you want? The basic answer is ‘in dreams’. Yeah, I am not taunting you as I am saying ‘in dreams’. In real, I mean that.

Dream is a place which is yours. No one can rule over your dreams, you are the king of your dream. You can do anything there which you are not supposed to do here, in real world. Your dream world will not categorize you on the basis of your caste, creed or culture. Everyone will accept your commands there. You can be the king, princess, superhero, vampire, anything you fantasize of, you can be there.
Trust me, you can get a level of happiness there which you can’t imagine of getting here. But to achieve that metal relaxation and satisfaction in the dreams, there is a key.
A GOLDEN KEY, of opening the door of your golden dreams. A power, from which you can really get enter in your self-created world of which you are the God.
The work of the key is to disclose the fact how can you get control over your dreams. Before getting into sleep, we all must have experienced dozens of thoughts simultaneously running in our mind about what all have happened today, how your life is running and what you are going through physically, mentally, financially and most important emotionally. Most of the people just have the same dreams what they experience in their real life. Some of people have nightmares instead due to many sufferings in their life and some can’t even sleep. So how can you get all over these realistic world or problems and form a world of your own while sleeping?

For that, just wait for my next blog, till then -Don’t take your dreams lightly. They can be the light in which you will glow like a candle, shine like a pearl and get crowned like a king.

– ANTIKA PATHAK